Thursday, September 25, 2008

No diapers, no dry baby underwear, NO money, how am I going to last until tomorrow!
Screaming in my ear, I'm walking away, as my son follows me around the house naked and crying! I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry son, that I can't do anything for you.
You are not hungry, just fed. You are on your VERY LAST diaper, but its fresh! Its barely 3 in the afternoon. What am I going to do later for you! I wish you were potty trained! WAIT! I smell something!!!!! THERE GOES THE LAST DIAPER!
Mommy is stressing out today, more than likely over nothing.
I am sorry mommy is not in a good mood, she just needs to get away from everyone right now.
I just cleaned this house yesterday, how it got messy?!?!?!? Do you know God?
This NON-stop job of motherhood, is just Crazy!
There are Lots, and Lots, of GREAT things about it, but when you don't get away, to breathe and just go do whatever ALONE w/out baby...(or daddy) it gets frustrating, and I feel like I am about to LOSE it!
How can ONE child make ya go nutz, when he is NOT doing anything to drive ya nutz!
Why am I stressing God, Its just another day in my new life, as a mother.
Please, Give me your hands, as I can't seem to use mine today.
Give me your arms, as mine are having problems giving love to my son.
Breathe in me your air, as I can't breathe in this clutter of Stress.
Give me your strength to walk and play with my son, as mine just want to lay and mope around.
And most importantly, renew my mind today, wake me up and give me joy, start my engine over fresh and ready to take in today's worries and stress.
Help me put my trust in you that everything will be alright, you are in control.

Thank you Jesus, for your support in my life, for never letting me go, and lifting me up when I cant stand anymore.


Now.....about THAT DIAPER!

1 comment:

Teaching by Mom said...

"Please, Give me your hands, as I can't seem to use mine today."

I absolutely loved that sentance. How true! I seem to feel that every afternoon.

I love you sweety!