A season come and gone
The leaves are falling to the ground...
they changed thier colors, thier gonna drowned.
A season was changed, they'll be gone for a while.
Winter will be here, to cover thier smile.
All differant colors, from every sort of tree,
will now end up...just like me.
Gone for a season, until winter is gone.
Next will be Summer...and we'll shine like the Son.
Apologies are said,
Forgiveness...is just kept in.
Its almost as if you had everything.
But when everyone is gone...
Its like you have nothing.
Nothing was left unsaid,
but everything was unheard.
No matter how hard we could try,
I think we'll always just pass eachother by.
Its like it was too unreal, to much pretend,
so lets just face it, and say this is The End.
10/05/05
You started to bleed, so you stop to breathe.
you sit through the smoke, and try not to choke.
The waters are deep, and that's why you cant sleep.
Your friends weren't there, and now your lost somewhere.
Dying of this heartache, its more than what you can take.
Life is getting so uptight, that's why you sit here and write.
About all the crap that's going on, and everything else that went wrong.
So your stuck in the middle, and you feel so little.
Looking for something to fathom, but cant, because life is to random.
Nothing and nobody, will stay in place for you.
So your constantly running, looking for something that's true.
I know you don't seek, to find your applaud.
But is it because what your really looking for...is God?
Written: Some time last year :)
Thoughts racing through my brain,
I'm full of emotions and pain.
As more frustrations go through my day,
the more I wish, someone would say its okay.
This time, the storm had chose me to surround,
I feel like I am the one, who is being drowned.
I see my help, but it has no sound,
I go reach out, but the waves are crashing me down.
The drifts carry me so far away,
That I find myself completely lost, by the end of the day.
God, take my hand and pull me through,
I feel so alone in this world,
I only want to be with you.
Written: Sometimes last year :)
I am feeling...
Pain, because I'm so far away.
exhausted, because I'm working now.
Tired, because I never sleep,
Alone...because I keep myself inside.
Drained out, because of Hate that I have,
Lazy, because im getting depressed.
Dried out, because im leaving God behind,
Unhappy, because of my selfish needs.
Rebelious, because im watching the world,
jealous, because people are doing better.
Left out, because people don't talk to me,
Silenced, because im speechless.
Awake, because my thoughts wont fade,
Dying...because a friend is dying.
Small, because im not so wise,
dirty, because my heart needs cleansing.
Teary eyed, because the rain won't hide my tears,
I feel bad, because I don't do what I say.
I feel stupid, because I can't get anything right,
These are ALL my selfish Feelings...
That I really don't need tonight.
Written: Some time last year :)
